MARCH 2026
29th:
BEAUTY AND THE BEAST IS WHAT APRIL FEELS LIKE
I FELT IT WHEN KANYE SAID ” UNEMPLOYED, EARLY IN THE STORY, I WAS STARTING’ OFF; HAD THE FORD FOCUS BEFORE I COULDN’T AFFORD A CAR”
When is it going to be the last time? Im Going in the wrong direction; This is supposed to be. “used to dream about this everyday”? What dream are you talking about? Im done talking about how i get no love. Talking about always being bitchless, aye couldve been worse. I just gotta log off.
Wishing i was rich to validate my worth. Thinking i was different. Capitalism giving me headaches ; Im tired of hanging by a thread bruh. Keeping quiet, keeping my pain only mine. Hate was taking over. Stopped caring if im weird makes the tears i shed purer. I had to learn; you have to know better to do better. Wtf was i talking about missing my prime? Is it because i feel like im on the decline? Catch yourself start over. It started when i was born.
The jerseys cant fix my problems. They’re definitely not for everyone. Looking for clothes gives me depression. Will i ever touch John Alexander Skelton> Stuck touching 12$ tommy hilfiger’s. Still said i look handsome, tweaking in my lane. Do you really like the way im rocking?. Losing my mind should i call for backup? Is this prison really created by my mental? “from no motion to slow motion” but slowmotion is still slowmotion! I know guys that spent 10 years in prison, why dont they have these complex’s? but with inspirations like Ferro , that are monsters with this fashion sht! I keep looking up; to get shit on; but ARMANDO YOU WENT FROM NO MOTION TO SLOW MOTION SO STAY FOCUSED; SHIT COULD POP AT ANY MOMENT! I need some romantic syrup to heal me from feeling refurbished. Keep trying to be best dressed, i dont have the money to change who i am. How much money for that surgery, for those clothes, for that thing keeping you away. Stuck putting out housefires. It’s so true when he says “nobody’s gon help, it’s gon be tough”.
i look at these clothes and i feel ethereal, but its not on my body, its temporary; just do your thing. At the end of the day its just us.
Depression has been kicking my ass for too long.
26th:
NITWIT, THOSE AINT NEEDLES YOU KNIT WITH .
16th:
Todo Lo Que Cai Del Cielo Es Sagrado;
14th:
Pocket/Fatigue Or Range
THANK YOU VIEW FOR VIEWING. IM ETERNALLY GRATEFUL FOR THE SUPPORT. I HOPE TO BRING YOU HAPPINESS IN THE FUTURE. But the fantasy world is just too much fun.
Temporada De Patos. I cant believe i almost forgot to think big
11th:
FORGE; REAPPLY PRESSURE
To know whats its “like”.
Everything’s precious. Set up that fit. Set up the mood for the website.
Working on my usual. Dont worry about your nose leaking. Youre releasing it. Walk up on them, no pretension. You better not lose that sparkle in your eyes. That pain youre feeling is meaning, its your body conjuring up the light. Your soul exposed, before the numbness sets in. Reapply pressure, make sure it gets known. Very few things are going to get you like this. Dont pick up the bottle, there’s nothing wrong with you. You were supposed to feel this. End up like my friend i aint seen him since. Never calls or sends a message.</3. Its not a “your worth” thing. Took me a long time to understand its not my problem. My job is to just release it. i stay re-chambered. Locked in; loaded ready for my inevitable demise. I dont think about it, i just keep on hitting it. Im very conscious of what im doing. The love keeps me awake , far from being a robot or becoming anybody’s demon.
I aint eating til im done; this is a hunger game.
“aye dont trip gangster ive done shot a couple rats; whats one more.”
I aint seen him since. Heard a fake bitch corrupted his sense.
March 5th:
MADE OUT OF PAPER-MACHE
Bought myself a cake. Its not my birthday.
4th:
STOLE MY BREATH AWAY YES YOU DID; WE ALL HAVE MODEL DREAMS
Its perspective, if i dont view you as a saint youre not angelic. If i put quarters in the gumball machine its not about did i or did i not get a gumball;did i get the the flavor that i wanted. Putting more quarters in will just get more disappointed.
I must chew and keep on chewing. Its my failure if I fail to cherish. Results will show regardless. Really what you think is what you feel. If i think “lost & diluted” then it wont be sweet for me. And if I haven’t said enough that means i haven’t loved enough. Even if the voices in your head get your hopes up. If youre not moving right youll just be stuck.
You never know what might happen. It might be cute. It might be excessive. To me its success. Its constructive. Okay it just didn’t feel right. Try again tomorrow? Is it my attitude? I think its my attitude. Im going to try and make a change today and i if i fail, i will try again tomorrow.
I NEVER WRITE POSTS EXPRESSING HOW I VIEW YOUR SEXYNESS; I HOPE IT MADE YOU SMILE; ALTHOUGH I FEEL LIKE IT MAY HAVE BEEN AN INOPPORTUNE MOMENT TO EXPRESS IT; I WAS JUST EXCITED;
BROKE BODY BUILDER CRUSHED BENEATH THE WEIGHT; LOST AND DILUTED TRYING TO FIND A PLACE
Lets get some emotion with these next ones.
1st:
update 3/1/26
Ive been burnt out, my day job has been extra stressful. i was supposed to have the videogame archive up :/ Essentially i had a vision that this websites like a culture rich web like things just “go here, then there” a welcoming place.
Social media gives such a ugly feeling, a place to escape, while still being connected.