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APRIL 2026

30th:

Cut That Head Off That Snake As Soon As You Hear That Rattle.

Whats that rifle called from battlefield one where, it has five rounds ejects them off the side, its semi automatic, has a snub iron sight?

I also found out about this phone game thats like brawl stars? its called cookie run: oven smash. That is all.

27th:

YOU’RE LIKE IMITATION CRAB MEAT

The hard way is like “Pepenar”: When you pick things back up one by one, when you’ve spilled the dried beans on the uneven floor.

“Sometimes im feeling real low; do you understand how healing it is when you tell me im gold?” I think I wrote that before, way before. Words carry your essence at the speed of sound, in this case at the speed of telephone. Thanks. I wanna say there are very few polluters left in my life. At work they keep punching down on a guy because he loves his girlfriend. I ask him whats going on?; he just tells me its time for a new job. Yes man it is :) .

26th:

you could “never live in a small town” because “you make too many mistakes”. If you lived in a small town mitski, youd be a gangster bitch.

23rd:

ITS A TOY BOX WORLD;

Slow your roll, water the plants. If its ugly here, make it beautiful.

I feel like im in a montage, that’s really good. Ive been busy but im not busy, im with my gramdpa. Its only a week yk, I dont lose anything. I always write everything down anyway.

Hey, never give up. IM SOO ROOTING FOR YOU ! If things feel mundane take a break. “ordinary things for ordinary days” ehh. Haha lol. yeah.

I keep thinking about that quote ” make it last forever.” Its a metaphor for a “memory”. Thats awesome.

WHEN I SAY “ITS A TOY BOX WORLD” I MEAN IT.

20th:

For When Life Gets Ordinary;

We’re addicted to living it large meanwhile our grandparents fell in love watering the flowers and growing apple trees.

You’re born like this too. Ordinary things give you peace, extraordinary things give you direction.

Talking to my grandpa im starting to understand; Im over complicating it.

Hanging out with my grandpa hearing about my family history. Hearing peoples names from 1800s. I too will be a name that gives people wonder, thinking about a world that no longer exists. Everything that I do will sound so foreign in a hundred years.( or to those born in the 23rd century)

Now we fall in love on playstation isnt that wonderful. You’re on your phone more -> social media more. Ur bored your screen time just keeps going up. Do you feel like a boss? Old folks understand the structure isn’t a promise. -> I miss being outside waiting in the car, maybe I should just give her a call. ( life feels so short, when im with gramps, maybe I should give her a call.)

Try to give true love wherever you go. If you’re not feeling it thats okay.

TOXIC POSITIVITY I FEEL CUTS DEEPER.

Stop telling shawty she’s the baddest. She’s looking for something else. -Toxic positivity causes real damage and its not as “nothing burger” as people make it seem. She has a real lived experience, it causes a disconnect, it can cause double vision. Its pain. Its depression, its the feeling of “not being able to put your finger on it” inadequate. She isnt dumb; shes probably smarter than you. + It’s not what she wants to hear, make her feel special, validate her for her true goals and achievements. We’re both here together. I think things are better together. -I dont wanna hear the same hate. “lover boy” (idk what the woman equivalent is). All the simp hate has to end. Looking for the Miss2Legit is sooo valid. A baby that you love and loves you. Its the best thing ever.

People stuck on the surface level just haven’t encountered that “thing” that unlocks their mind, before the key may have been encountering a predator. It’s a thought.

UPDATE 4/20/26

A Nothing Burger Post, But It Helps My Mental Health.

Im still amassing those poems. I got this new philosophy where my website is the only thing that can make me free. Not sure what that’s going to change but I feel a lot better. I dislike these busy “type” days. I feel like I lose a lot of ideas. Its been hard being vulnerable recently. As i consume the facade of your lives, I just think whats the next step you’re already giving a bunch

14th:

Watch The Yarn Break.

You need to ask first. Because its really cute its wholesome. Even if its been an hour conversation. Talk about specific wants, how you like to get kissed, how you like to get touched. Its very important to ask for permission. So would you please get the fuck out of my face with all that purpose shit.

Even if you think all the signs are there. That’s not enough you need to ask because its really cute, its really wholesome. I get these boosts and spikes; I still love her. Like i keep falling in love over and over again. I’m in love with her every single day; all the time. :

Ive Shown You Everything. Ive got nothing to hide but you still ask me, Do i love you? What it is. What it is. All I can tell you is that its all showbiz.

Mourn the dead; Celebrate the living

Im down to take a trip, im a toured vet.

What does it mean to want to be white?

To forget about your roots is fucking wack !

Sorry baby, you cant bargain with me.

Making me proud with the mexican jersey, but did it feel complacent?

dont ever let anybody call you basic.

Explore the town, in a honda civic.

Im not just any nerd, gummy-cluster me, Oh you’re so sweet baby.

You Seen Me Up There ! ; I Was Going Crazy ?!

14th:

I NEED TO THANK YOU WHILE IM TALKING TO THE BIG SKY

https://www.instagram.com/p/DL3duCbSNFn/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

14th:

WHY IS PEACE SO HARD TO ENJOY ONCE YOU’VE FOUND IT.

Because you’re used to being in a constant state of stress.

14th:

ADD TITLE

Ive never obsessed this much about my website ever. Im about to get a fat ass check -> a long time ago April of 2025 I got into a car accident. With that money, I WILL BE GOING TO SCHOOL AND I WILL BUY MYSELF MY FIRST CAR. As you guys know last year I was really blogging about my life, my days and desires. Going to school and buying myself a car were my top priorities. after that I can go as far anywhere I want, NO RESTRICTIONS. Its just going to be a domino effect; the clothes, the computers, idk skies the limit. Its been feeling too much like ive never lived my life. Always following rules. Maybe ill go from blogging to vlogging. I never thought id post a video of myself, but i did that yesterday. In my crappy room. It got shared 7 times. Wow im a success. I didnt feel any fear.

Nowadays i try to do more creative writing than true blogging. I just need to admit it. I used to be more vulnerable. “i used to be, i used to be” I cant believe its been that long. I remember those days like yesterday. I remember face full of eyes. People like that really gave me hope. I think the last time i went out was in February. Im done with computers. Im burnt out. I feel like ive made a promise but everyday feels like a last goodbye. The poetry of things is whats been keeping me going. Its been a long time since ive felt completely “mind” opened. Its muddy. eternity in a box ; this very second i finally realized what that meant, its a coffin. I used to think it was a box that you open; like a butterfly box where it would open up and it would give you life, give you an old memory to reside in. Sorry not a memory, a wow, just color, a world to immerse yourself in. Wow thats why i need to leave fedex. By this summer i will do it, open up my butterfly box. Find a new reason to stay around. Without it i cannot create my art. Im done being the dirty man. A man not worthy of even a couple words. I crave connection, i guess i must nd go get it.

I dont know if you guys have noticed but my scanner has been broken for a long time. Im done just focusing on survival, i crave creative expression !! I CRAVE LOVE !!

13th:

It Hurt / I GOTTA WEAR THE WEIGHT ON MY SLEEVE LIKE A BRACELET

Its lowkey been a minute since a warm text.

Someone to tell me what it is…;

When it tastes bitter that’s when I mourn best.

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Thats why I only think about the future. Man, the future.

Its lowkey been a minute since a warm embrace.

12th:

I GOT A LOVE TAT UNDER MY SHIRT, ALL THAT I GAVE WAS SENT;

All the time I prayed that it worked,

I remember the day it didn’t.

11th:

ROUGH AROUND THE EDGES;

I do the same thing everyday, i feel like a ____. But i got up and i made that change. Getting called handsome no longer does it, it’s no longer enough for me. I’m obviously lying it’s very nice to get complimented. I want to diverge from being self centered. If we’re close friends then why did you leave? You might aswell say what you mean. I love, i hate it.

10th:

BABY, THIS A RENAISSANCE; YOU CANT DO NO WRONG

like that’s why the yellows and the colorful jerseys.(its the start) All the gifts that I give have bright colors. Its like an invitation to join me in the colors. like recruiting clan members … I try hard with the jerseys because its what I have. Have you tried to style one, its hard. Listen to me. Some of these people started at 13 don’t feel too bad. As long as you’re hungry and you go get it. Almost every evening im biking. Hi, my name is armando and im building a website. Like that one song ” i got raw bitch in my spirit”. Just got some new accessories, maybe this time the jerseys will work. Im a man so i cant just copy and paste. These women got it on lock. I know they’ll appreciate it // intrusive thought // Im essentially becoming the male version of what Ferro is but its because im a man that the journey looks different. Im the other 50%, The peanut butter to her jelly sandwich. _{^{(her as in women * )}}

10th:

IN THE DAY OF NIGHT

There are alot of beautiful poems that arent made up of words.

Im feeling the lamest ive ever felt.

I think to build a website you need a strong sense of self and i just keep feeling more and more diluted.

Life is so short that ____. Please fill in the blank.

Im just lucky you want to see me with a smile on my face.

I need time to reflect. I need to think before i speak. Depression is dismantling my sense of self in real time. I was better in the morning than i am now.

8th:

“I JUST WANNA SHOW YOU”

I just have to express it.

Its what i needed to hear. Im so sad though. You love me but you fell out of love with me. I would’ve hoped you still felt me closely. I think about you everyday, i thought that if maybe you did too maybe id have a chance to see you again. There’s no love lost its all good. I wanted to get back with you and my judgment assumed you did too. I thought that we would try again. Im being serious, i genuinely thought you still wanted me. As Im sitting here torn up and in pieces, its what i needed to hear. Its hard to take accountability but i did it to myself. I didn’t mean to hurt you and change your mind, it was supposed to be very supportive. A big “i love you” at the same time asking for some clarity. Im glad you didnt block me, im not a wild animal i understand things.

It makes me so happy to hear you check my website when you wake up, during break and when you go to sleep. You cannot imagine how happy it makes me & even though ill be thinking about it nonstop, i want to say thank you very much for telling me you want nothing with me.

8th:

ITS A PRETTY BOY MF BIRTHDAY PARTY

Its tradition. Its my birthday. Im 21 today. Im proud of my catalog. Its impressive. Im not a monthly blogger. I drop fire back to back. My recent posts haven’t been my favorite. I just keep on firing. My fav post is I COULD; SING TO YOU LIKE JODECI. Have a beautiful day everybody. Thank you all.

DRINKING HENNY LIKE ITS WATER !

BABY, TOUCH ME SOFTER _^(SOFTER) !

MOVING SMARTER; MOVING PROPER

ARE SOME PEOPLE JUST A WASTE OF GOOD EATS?

7th:

Being Distant Isnt Always A Power Play; Only Keeping The Dreams Mad Far Away

What A Difference A Day Makes

Dont complain about “standards” man, they make you better. Stop calling her a stupid bitch. We all learn at different times. Some grow up slower others were sheltered. Intelligence, empathy, understanding, or whatever you value, these things werent disturbed evenly. Let them be who they are. Sometimes your words have authority and you can cause some real damage. Look we’re all adults. We’re adult children; still waddling around, exploring. Figuring it out. So if she said she loves you, she loves you. If shes lying that’s her problem, wasting her own time. Youll grow as she stays behind. Sometimes to use that super power. You have to take it face value. You have to be fair. These girls man they work hard to please you. Do everything for their “special person”. Listen homie love is all you got. Avoid the “i gotta love myself first bs.” Its hard to love yourself without the love of others. Thug it out but dont make it the standard mode of operation.

When Life Feels Cheap Like A Tubi Movie

Read up a magazine. Pick up some art. Do something you connect with. Youre into what youre into. Listen man nothings too niche. Its about learning. That’s the sexiest thing you could be. A smart young man, who cares. Youll become a ticking time bomb, its only a matter of time. She sees you.

The Whole Time There Was Only Today

Do things for that special person. If you haven’t found them be on the lookout, go for the ones you like. Ive noticed that they’re always watching. They feel you different, to them you look better than bitches. (I dont even mean to be vulgar.) Please don’t ignore the women that complain about men not being tender and deep. Don’t judge because you dont know what they went through to reach that conclusion. If shes toxic shes toxic. But the ones that are limping, you have the power to heal them. Show them the dreams, youll see them spring up and animate, their little cute brains getting to work. They all have that “spark” to some capacity. They’re like “motion”, like “movement” literal embodied definitions. They create movement going forward ! They create an essence they cant see, in themselves or reflecting back at them. They cant capitalized on it either. That’s because its for you ! To use as rocket fuel to go far. To go to far away galaxies like the SUPER MARIO GALAXY MOVIE and wherever you go, take her with you. What she gives you is sacred don’t cheapen it. Cherish it.

4th:

I cant explain its eerie but in a good way. Impossible to know my influence so im on the fence. So many viewers, its useless to overthink who each one is. I hope you think of me when you go to sleep. I hope you dream of me holding you, protecting you so you can be careless and free.

2nd:

thats like the 3rd time. I requested on accident. Face goes red everytime. Its my phone, the suggested tab needs to be banned.

1st:

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST

I already told you this time we’re taking over.

ME and YOU.

Most people; i struggle to befriend please accept this embrace.

“i float, i dont ever land” Everything that goes up must come down and we know ye on the come down he doesnt ever land on his two feet. Last time he was talking about how great hitler was. I get it, you need a light bearer to lead you home.